self·ish
[sel-fish] –adjective

devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one’s own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.
characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself: selfish motives.

bro·ken
[broh-kuh n] –adjective

ruptured; torn; fractured.
changing direction abruptly.
infringed or violated.
interrupted, disrupted, or disconnected.
weakened in strength, spirit, etc.
disunited or divided.

I’m in a process of redesigning my life at the moment. One point at the time until it becomes a better vector. Get out from the shadow, no filter, no mask, just bring it forward.
I’ve always known as someone who hold on to his past. I can’t let go any of them. For me, the past has always been part of my life that I can not let go. The past made me who I am today. But who I am today is not someone that I recognise. When I …

I know that i’ve been away lately.. well.. almost a year to be exact since the last time I updated the ‘Diary’ section. Today, I have a little bit of spare time to write. Normally i would just spend my time watching the series or doing something stupid on the X-Box or even just starring blank at my bedroom wall. But I’m tired of them, I miss this space.. I miss talking to the white page that constantly listen to me through the letters that I type.
As I am writing …

You know at some point in life, you just feel angry at the world, you feel betrayed, you feel like you are living your life safely then BAM! One shit after another start to rain in your parade..
Life is not fair, we know that, but why life has to be so hard? that’s a question where people would just answer simply ‘just because…’ seriously.. what’s the point of it? I feel like we are living this life so careful just because we believe at the end there would be a …